Here we go again.
Do I deserve to be this happy? What is it really that makes me feel this way, I feel Goooooooooood:D
I am about to finish me Physics and Math Semester and I actually feel as if I know what I am studying. Final exams on Thursday and Friday. It´s a bit evil to put the exams to close but hey, I managed the IB;) I feel as if nothing can stop me now days. I am studying like a freak and while maneging to spend time with my friends. It might have to do with the fact that I am, again, (ab)using the miracle pills, Caffeine:D It really helps me, the last two weeks has been crazy though.. waking up with caffeine pills and falling asleep with Valerina, haha well it´s only for a while. I am working out to, I feel like a super woman, 3 days a week I go to the gym before classes and on top of that I run twice during the weekend. I feel so good about myself. haha for once. It is a great feeling though.. I fucking dance to math lectures, I smile when the horrible professor explains how to apply advanced statistics. I just smile. My friends tell me it is all about the pills, but I know that there´s something else. I know exactly what it is. Too early to write what yet, but it feels good.
I guess that was all for now. Just so fucking amazing to be alive.

This is the first day of the rest of my  life. My damn good life.